KarigantheStrange

There is no testing which decision is better, because there is no basis for comparison. We live everything as it comes, without warning, like an actor going on cold. And what can life be worth if the first rehearsal for life is life itself? That is why life is always a sketch. No, "sketch" is not quite the word, because a sketch is an outline of something, the groundwork for a picture, whereas the sketch that is our life is a sketch for nothing, an outline with no picture. -Milan Kundera, The Unbearable Lightness of Being

I love you my brother Yes I do I love you my brother Yes I do I will not forsake you No I won't Your sister will not fail you No she won't I love you my sister Yes I do I love you my sister Yes I do I will not forsake you No I won't Your sister will not fail you No she won't -Hope for Agoldensummer <3

I haven't posted any journals in a while and I had some art related news, so I thought I'd share. I got into Carnegie Mellon's school of art. But I'm not going. I don't know if this is the biggest mistake I've made in my life or the best decision I've ever made. The reason I got interested in Carnegie Mellon and wanted to go there was because my special boy wanted to go there (stupid, I know). I was really excited about it too. It's a great school. It's pretty and expensive and all the things "good" colleges should be. But after Charles didn't get into the school he wanted, I became despondent and figured I didn't stand a chance. He deci